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Diary (Don’t Speak)
03:16
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Dwelling on coffin thoughts while the monument goes up.
Why is the grass a different shade of green from down below?
Then the families arrive two at a time.
I feel the pressure up above the ground and from the sky, viewing the goodbye.
Diary don’t speak.
Diary don’t speak.
Diary don’t speak.
Diary don’t speak out.
What will they do with all of the sentiments I wrote.
Everything there was only meant for me, just me.
How could I write honestly fearing you’d see one day while looking through the contents of my deepest thoughts.
Just bury it with me.
Diary don’t speak.
Diary don’t speak.
Diary don’t speak.
Diary don’t speak out.
Bury me with it.
Diary don’t speak.
Diary don’t speak.
Diary don’t speak.
Diary don’t speak out.
Bury it, just bury it with me.
Diary don’t speak.
Don’t speak out.
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Gemini
03:22
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You’re like a night intruder.
I am the last resort.
Picking at our desires.
This should be left alone.
But you’ll never
You’ll never be what I want.
You’ll never
You’ll never connect the dots.
My number
My number is not your crisis line could you please stop trying dear.
Woke up in your bed.
It’s killing me.
And if my heart gives tear it out and take it as a trophy.
I undress.
I digress.
Should I stay in tonight?
I want to be wanted but left alone.
But we’ll never
We’ll never be what we want.
We’ll never
We’ll never connect the dots!
My number
My number is not your crisis line take what’s yours
I’ll take mine.
Tempting opportunity
Sends me off into a new obscurity
Why’s it feel so good to set myself back?
Woke up in your bed.
It’s killing me.
And if my heart gives tear it out and take it as a trophy.
My favorite thing is killing me.
Oh what I wouldn’t give to get you gone so I come back.
Get you gone so I come back.
Get you get you gone.
I’ll take what you give even though it will lay me out.
I’ll take what you give even though it’s acidic.
And I’ll get better.
I'll get better.
No, I’ll get better.
Woke up in your bed.
It’s killing me.
And if my heart gives tear it out and take it as a trophy.
My favorite thing is killing me.
Oh what I wouldn’t give to get you gone so I come back.
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Hoxton
03:22
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Sensor the verdict.
Conquer accomplished.
Pretty nuisance I’ll ignore glasses on and all.
Had to change the whole aesthetic.
Time away is not kinetic.
Out of sight and out of mind.
I don’t mind at all.
How could you be the thing that I’m chasing?
Why can't I just not see you don’t care?
I don’t wanna be acting so low.
Execute commence discretion.
Even if I don’t get your attention
Im just gonna pretend I don’t care.
Find me in a condition so low.
Execute commence discretion.
So long my darling
Someone will love you better than I said I would
We’re all cowards too.
Did I fuck around too much?
Am I what I get?
Out of sight means out of mind.
I don’t mind at all.
How could you be the thing that I’m chasing?
Why can't I just not see you don’t care?
I don’t wanna be acting so low.
Execute commence discretion.
Even if I don’t get your attention
I'm just gonna pretend I don’t care.
Find me in a condition so low.
Execute commence discretion.
So now I’m left to drop the rest
I rarely share about it.
I plead the fifth on everything.
Get out before you know my secret season comes and goes.
And everyone I know gets burned.
This tide is way too rough
I forget the touch.
It's still never enough.
How could you be the thing that I’m chasing?
Why can't I just not see you don’t care?
I don’t wanna be acting so low.
Execute commence discretion.
Even if I don’t get your attention
I just wanna pretend I don’t care.
Find me in a condition so low.
Execute commence discretion.
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Sonya
03:42
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I had a vision of my friends
With their faces gone
Standing ominous
I tried to shake them back to life
But they disappeared
Leaving me behind and
I was alone there
Sonya I can see that you’re afraid
Somewhere we might meet again someway
Sonya
Cellophane in graves
Your remains
Misbehave
But the epitaph says
You’re well rested.
I can see that you’re afraid you’re afraid.
I tried to save the ones who wanted it.
Gave my face to them but it didn’t fit.
My shadow saw the sun would soon be gone.
So it joined the rest stringing me along but
I was alone.
I was alone.
Sonya I can see that you’re afraid
Somewhere, we might meet again someway
Sonya
Cellophane in graves
Your remains
Misbehave
But the epitaph says
You’re well rested.
Cries collide ahead of
Hidden sighs around us
Surround us.
Why you’d come back...I’m unsure.
Why I talk back?
I’m not sure if no ones there.
I was alone.
Sonya I can see that you’re afraid
Somewhere we might meet again someway
Sonya
Sonya
Cries collide ahead of
Cryptic sighs around us
Where did they all come from?
Where did they go?
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